Monthly Archive for January, 2009

Breathe in, now breathe out

I woke up.

I’ve been too anxious for the past two weeks, like it’s really starting to bother me. Yesterday I read more than three ‘wikihow.com’ guides on how to deal with anxiety. I didn’t learn as much as I learned from the guide on how to deal with stress, but still I found them enlightening.

I’ll be back home on Monday; I came to Buenos Aires two weeks ago, but since all of my friends are somewhere else and my only friend in the city is leaving for two weeks, I’m going back to see if I can relax in my hometown.

Right now for some reason I’m listening to Augustana, which I haven’t really listened in quite a long time. All The Stars and Boulevards is a great album.

But like I was saying, today after I washed my face with cold water I went to the rooftop and while the sun was already starting to heat the earth, I sat down and stood in a yoga-like position for almost ten minutes, just breathing.

I don’t know if it did something on me, but right now I wouldn’t like for anxiety to take over me once again.

I’ll try just to focus on my breathing when the weakness is coming on.

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My hands all over you

Lately I’ve been listening a lot to Jack’s Mannequin, more specifically to the album ‘Everything in Transit’.

I can’t help but hum or sing those songs all day long.

It’s so weird how we can manage to rediscover our own feelings just by being close to some people that is special for us. It truly feels like you are living a brand new life when you are sure that you have never lived anything like what’s happening to you.

Sometimes it feels like her side is the only place in the world where I fit in, and sometimes I even scare myself by thinking that it’s getting harder to be anywhere if it’s far from there.

You can breathe, you can breathe now.
You can breathe but the air is running out.

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I Vectorize Myself (All of the time)

Sometimes I wonder if I should really start worrying about my ego.

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